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The Deep One

 

 

Shallowness all around me,

Depth unseen,

I am me The deep one.

 

Do they see,

Or even realize,

Who I am?

 

Only the surface seen of the deep one,

Only stereotypes made

Of me.

 

I was the deep one no one sees,

I was the beautiful one covered by a mask,

Its not mere shallowness that I posses, but the soul of a poet no one can see.

 

I pleaded to you oh God, send me a deep one,

Some one out there who can see

Who can see me.

 

I was alone despite The Presence*,

Was misunderstood until now,

Searching for a friend

 

And now I am accompanied,

Not the deep one any more

But the accompanied one.

 

I am no longer alone,

No longer misunderstood,

No longer a miserable soul.

 

I praise thee my God

Praise thee for the companionship

Thank you!

 

 *The presence meaning the presence of God

"Is There Anyone Out There?"                                      9/13/03
                                                                                               12:19am
     I would just like to pause and ask this for a moment:
is there anyone out there who isnt shallow? Is there someone out there like me? Although it seems as if everyone is shallow to me I do know the truth... I do know that there is someone, somewhere, who isnt as shallow as the nonexistant average(which is a new point).
     So, right now, more than any other time; now that it seems that the world as we kno it is lost, I urge you, urge you to become deeper than you seem(again a new point). I plead of you to reach out to the fellow men  &  women and lift eachother up, love each other, care for one another.
     Be the leader and the Christian you need to be in order to save humanity as we know it ...
                Thank you,
                       Benjamindale<><

The Musicians Cry

 

Words reaching out of my soul,

Melody writing itself in my head,

Notes piercing through my heart,

Music... emotion the language of the soul.

 

Things said that could never be spoken,

Pictures painted with out one drop of paint,

Hearts touched with out a single prayer...

This is my cry I am the musician.

 

The soul listens with an intent ear,

The lyrics sung with great passion,

The heart stopped with every beat of a drum,

Love is no more... only music.

 

All art inspired with each note...

The musicians cry felt with a tear,

True love defined in every song...

Each emotion expressed, all things made

known.

 

I plead to your hear my cry,

I bed of thee, stop this hatred, hear the cry,

I am the musician...

And this is my cry...

 

 

The art has seized

 

 

A river stopped by a dam,

Your path obstructed by a mountain,

The words do not flow freely,

The canvas remains empty,

 

The art of emotion remains undefined,

An empty void fill my mind

Words no longer written,

Point no longer used,

 

What to do when the soul becomes,

What to write when the pen is out of ink,

How to sing when the music is too soft,

How to love when the heart has grown cold?

 

The composer dear and, painter blind,

Nothing left to writer, and nothing to say

Emotion felt no more, all music is gone

What to write, what to say?

 

 

 

Someone's Theme

 

Her song haunts my dreams,

Her beautiful face fills my fantasies,

I long for her touch,

 

Plea for her love,

If only she were here,

Loving me,

 

I wish I could see here once more,

Feel her touch once again,

Hear her amazing voice linger on,

 

I cry out her name in my sleep,

someone...someone...someone...

I beg for her love each day,

 

I wish you were here,

Loving me once more,

Holding my hand again,

I wish u were here,

 

I love you

I plead for your presence,

 

Be with me once more,

Love me again,

Let me hear your sweet, sweet voice,

 

May I be your Romeo and you my Juliet,

In Shakespeares play of love,

I am cast away longing to come back,

 

You are my love,

And I am yours?

I love you Be with me

 

 

The Writers Gift

 

 

All that is true, Sent from God,

Pure emotion defined, no confusion,

All feelings expressed,

That is the writers gift.

 

True joy in the one who posses the gift,

All happiness once acquired,

Words flow like water, Emotion pours out from the soul

Sent from God, in all its purity

 

Depth beyond all reason,

The soul easily read,

Pain, love anger, joy, hatredAll are known,

The door opened to all emotion,

 

And yet is closed to reality,

Time stops, when the writer, writes,

Hate relinquished, when the gift expressed,

Thank you God, for the writers gift,

 

Praise be to the Lord, for he has blessed me,

Poetry of love, written to my Lord,

Thank you God for the writers gift,

I love thee Lord, thou hast blessed me.

 

Amen to the heavens,

They are great,

I love you God and I thank you,

This is the writers gift.

 

 

 

You Found Me

 

 

I fall each day,

But you are there,

You lift me up,

And I praise your name.

 

Pains grow so great

My spirit grows weary,

But you heal me,

You guide me

 

I am now your messenger,

I pray you guide me,

I t is left to you now

I am your follower, once more.

 

Lead me

Guide me

Help me

I am your servant again

 

I was once so lost,

Found, I am now

Spiraling in the darkness

but now, the light has appeared.

 

Thank you oh God

I praise thee, my Lord

I love you

And live for you in eternity

 

 

 

 

Writing: A depiction of the soul?

When you write whats on your mind merely to share your wits, but you have no wits to share all that is produced is pure ignorance and stupidity. Usually once a person claims to be a writer of wits and yes is not, what is mistakenly called ingenious works of art and deep heart breaking poetry is merely shallow words taken for literature.

            It takes a true writer to see that simple portraits painted with words arent a Monet rely a paint spill by a narrow minded two year old.

            So I say Before you pick up your pen and call it a brush, look deeply into your soul and write from it. Not the words from your mind that will get you shallow popularity and simple minded applause.

 

 

 

God Love Her 

 

God love her

Be with your child,

Guide her with your staff and rod

Please help her,

 

She loves you,

Bestow on her, your mercy,

Heal her wounds of hatred and pain

Stop the madness and evil

 

She is your child,

Love her,

Be with her,

Guide her

 

We plead to you for mercy,

We beg of your grace,

Fill us up with your joy,

Be our one true father,

 

God, she loves your,

Be the one to love her back,

She cannot carry this burden alone,

She will never make it on her own,

 

She loves you

Be with her

She is your child

Guide her

 

 

"Unwritten Dreams"


my mind is full of dreams
that will someday come true
i tell myself
everyday of my life

i'll get to them later
there is plenty of time
it never fails
that is what i think

time passes by
my days become blurry
love is lost
dreams are forgotten

i never take the time
to write them down
forgotten in the rush
of this thing called life

truth is forgotten
life begins to end
world has gone crazy
nothing is how it should have been

life that passes
dreams that are forgotten
oh how i wish i could complete my
unwritten dreams

 

                                                             -Laura Lacey Hales
















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